Nic Sheff

I mean, I never even knew her that well

Actually, I was sleeping with her for about two weeks.

The thing was, I couldn’t stop.

I drank some and then I just had to drink more until the whole glass was drained empty. I’m not sure why.

still don’t comprehend. Some say it’s in the genes. My grandfather drank himself to death before I was born.

Maybe it was them I wanted to shield from Lauren the most. Or, not from Lauren so much as, well, the person I was becoming.

It was like being in a car with the gas pedal slammed down to the floor and nothing to do but hold on

control was something I’d lost a long time ago.

Honestly, I was as surprised by my own actions as anyone else.

Zelda was a woman I thought I was madly in love with.