The Places I’ve Cried in Public

“I’d like to sing you a song I wrote called ‘Worth The Risk’.

didn’t have the best singing voice, but his air of arrogance carried the song so perfectly I was surprised he didn’t spit up lightning.

You never know at the time, do you? You can never know if a moment is going to make your life better or rip it apart and piss on the pieces.

hating myself for being so socially awkward.

Alfie’s voice was the sound of safety. The sound of comfort and home.

did not want the phone conversation to end. I did not want to lose the sound of his voice. But we’d agreed to get on with this, we’d agreed to accept the shitty situation for what it was. We’d agreed to put us on ice.

It wasn’t a lie, but it wasn’t the whole truth.

wish I had listened to my gut.

It takes guts to listen to your gut, though.

miss you so much. I don’t hate you. I adore you! I love you! We have to get back together! We must! We are perfect! You are perfect! There’s never been two people more perfect.

…But where have you gone?