Because of You

My heart is so broken I don’t think it will ever heal

Sometimes I really hate that he has a past without me.

He’s there for her the same way he used to be for me.

Don’t say it, because after you say it you can’t take it back

A shot of fear runs through my body as I realize I’m starting to trust him again. I can’t do this. The only person that’s going to end up getting hurt in this situation is me.

I still remember how I felt when he shut me out of his life, it was one of the most painful moments in my life.

I can’t help but laugh too, even though sadness and rage swims through my veins.

I can’t allow myself to get close to someone I don’t trust. I don’t need him breaking my heart again.

I can’t drop my guard like I did last night