By Grand Central Station I Sat Down and Wept

I have learned to smoke because I need something to hold on to. I dare not be without a cigarette in my hand. If I should be looking the other way when the hour of doom is struck, how shall I avoid being turned into stone unless I can remember something to do which will lead me back to the simplicity and safety of daily living?

So it is tomorrow’s breakfast rather than the future’s blood that dictates fatal forbearance.

Sure, there’s love to be made, but there are also bills to be paid and groceries to be bought.

The very silence, the very avoiding of any intimacy between us, when he, when he was only a word, was able to cause me sleepless nights and shivers of intimation, is the more dangerous.

returning to Canada through the fall sunshine, I look homeward now and melt, for though I am crowned and anointed with love and have obtained from life all I asked, what am I as I enter my parents’ house but another prodigal daughter?

No, my advocates, my angels with sadist eyes, this is the beginning of my life, or the end.